Saturday, September 30, 2006
"all endings are also beginnings. We just dont know it at the time..."
Mitch Albom, 5 People You Meet In Heaven
read this book quite a while back. just today i fished it out of the dusty corner and decidedly re-read the book, not because i wanted to, just because i was bored of chem paper 1 2006 june. As it did the first time round i read the book, the words on the page just hit me with some connection to everyday life and the stuff that makes me tear.Its a book that makes you want to read on, even though you start crying over the touching situations every few chapters.
somehow or other it kind of makes me feel better,and maybe appreciating the little things in life i now have.My darling and my friends.
but i do wish somehow my life could be a little more meaningful and not so screwed.
i guess when the screwed-ness ends, something else could begin. but then again i might not even noe when it does.both start and end.
renditioned soulessly at 2:35 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
i'm whittling away my wits ends
knowing if i shave every single bit off.
at the end of it i wont have any hope.
sometimes i cant help but think my life is genuinely screwed.
i'm stuck in a hell hole
and everytime i try to crawl out of the misery and everything
the black hole effect just sucks me back in
and i try so hard to claw my way back out
but it just doesnt work
you see the cycle begins again
i have no say
i have no right
and like we all say on national day
i long to be free one day.
its creepy in a way
how my life and my house resembles the government we have currently
when my parents dont really condone the ruling
such a paradox.
renditioned soulessly at 8:06 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
i'm sorry if i freaked ppl out today in school.
but everythings better now.
just felt like my whole life was screwed this morning.
and something happened this morning that triggered the whole break down.
but i'm fine
i will be.
renditioned soulessly at 10:46 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
melly's a sore loser.just played this msn game with him and won like 2 times. the third time round he got fed up after i made him make a move that would have ultimately made me won the third time round. and he quit.
renditioned soulessly at 8:51 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
i wanna go over but i don think i can.
argh. i'm such a lousy gf.
renditioned soulessly at 11:44 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
its just so unbelievable.
2 hours before he left he was alrite
i was out there with him and he was alrite
he was just so fine
just as normal as any rabbit could be
and 2 hours after that i found him sprawled on the floor in the compound
just one word to describe the feeling i had
i cried the whole night.
he didnt deserve his death.
he didnt deserve it at all.
he deserved better.
and all now i can ask is why.
he's gone today.
and i wished yesterday was just a bad dream.
but it wasnt.
renditioned soulessly at 6:04 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
my rabbit just died.
love you lots jesse.
renditioned soulessly at 10:37 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
while i was mulling over chemistry prelim questions today
somewhere just down the globe, in queensland
steve irwin got stung in the heart by a stingray
which is i reckon the weirdest way for him to go
i mean a stingray
how low risk is a stingray death, he's the 2nd person to die ever of a stingray sting
he had so many other encounters with death, crocodiles, poisonous snakes, spiders etc, you name it in the outback he's probably been there with it and done tons of stuff that could have taken his life.
and he just died just like that filming a stingray off the coast of queensland
i mean how random.
steve irwin ~ 22 February 1962 – 4 September 2006
renditioned soulessly at 6:15 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
i just spent 2 whole minutes gabbing to a guy on the phone about how he called the wrong number. 2 minutes. aft that i was kinda pissed so i just put the phone down
i mean come on he didnt even speak english.
our conversation went something like
huh? i think you have the wrong number
ohhh....wrong number is dhkalhdlsa?
huh? i think you have the wrong number. or who do you want to speak to?
erm.i think you have the wrong number
ohhh...my number very wrong?dklsa?
huh? sorry really you have the wrong number.
obviously this goes on pretty long and at the end of 2 mins i cant stand it no longer and the phone goes off.
seriously i have no idea if the guy was faking it and pulling my leg or he seriously didnt noe english.
i swear it was nuts.
renditioned soulessly at 3:30 PM
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