Thursday, August 31, 2006
but the end is nigh so just kill me over gp prelims.
i never want to see my paper or noe my marks
heres some food for thought CLICK
some writings by this girl in cjc,cassandra, friend of a friend of mine initiated some ugly backlash.
when someone you noe, indirectly or directly, slams someone else you noe.
a)slam him/her back like the idiots you are, expletives and harsh words and all
b)just let it be. a persons opinions are a persons opinions.not yours.
i think its just stupid. if you slam them back. expletives and all. different people have different thinkings, you cant change everyone and expect them to fully think that that someone is like so and so. and if you cant, just let them be.i mean if they think that way, let them be. just as long as you noe its not true.
cos if it isnt.
why are you so worked up over it?
the truth would speak for itself, in actions and words.
and the worst thing is. it just goes to show your ugly bitter side. bullshit to those who said stuff about people being beautiful inside and all, cos those who wrote that shit and stuff just show that they cant keep that in either and they should really look in the mirror themselves
if she likes to think that way i think she should be allowed to. who are you to ask her to apologise. she didnt actually go up to that girl and point blank shoot her commentary in her face. she just voiced her comments on what she saw and thought. is i a crime now to think and judge people the way you want to?
and hey come on, i dont think you guys have never judged someone before. i'm so pretty sure everyone has some one they just don like or judged against. so don point the finger and start the flak when you too are just as guilty in the act.
even though i don noe cassandra, but from what i hear around school.she's definitely not blind. (:
renditioned soulessly at 8:48 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
rawr. mock exams aside,lousy mock exam grades aside,
i, or i think i have, have decided to study, yea maybe i think, till my prelims and long aft that too.
that seems wishful thinking on my part for my brain to start working and cogs moving to actually get down to some work.
i realised aft reading ks's blog about prelims that mines like 2-3weeks away. 3 if you exclude gp as a subject.and its like.okay.i have to score in this to get grades if i want to apply to uni's overseas before i get my actual grade for A's.so yea.
okay what should i do?
yes.and the cycle repeats and i'm back to square one.
i just cant seem to grapple with the idea that, my prelims are here.
so seriously i need a reality check.either that or i seriously need to reconsider my time spent and stop my uneccessary net surfing and blog reading, and then sit down to do some prelim questions.
i think i might just be able to do that.
convince yourself sam.
renditioned soulessly at 7:00 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
i get scared that one day it'll be in a million little pieces and there will be no way for me to pick them all up and mend it all back together.
renditioned soulessly at 6:24 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
lol.looking back at the pics i took like way back(clickyhereforpics) i'm kinda reminded of the good times and the stuff i've come from.
as kaisin put it so straight forwardly in her blog, when she was ugly and i was fat. we've come a long way from there i guess.haha. it goes to show how people change over years, maybe this is our form of emotional evolution, characteristic evolution, one that isnt that drastic that from one day we suddenly cease being aquatic and become terrestial.haha.like walking prehistoric fish.
but yea.its fresh and its a change from what used to be. just looking at the pics amuse me.haha. i uncovered like the weirdest pics ever ranging from a monkey doll kaisin was holding behind the canteen at the d&t classroom exit, to a "kachang puteh man"(d:) quote kaisin's fren of Mr M.haha.
i wonder where that doll went.hmm.haha. photos are kinda cool. cept i don really fancy that much cam whoring, unless the cam's good and you have uber good company to cam whore with. good looking ppl make that cut.haha.kaisinnnnnnn haha.okays till next time cheers. ((:
renditioned soulessly at 7:21 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
it is thoroughly impossible to love one person wholy without hating him at the exact same time. life has always been a balance of love and hate, sorrow and happiness, etc, and never will cease to be what it always has been. and if you have yet to notice, everyone will realise that at times the person you hold dearly to yourself is also the person you trully feel like killing at times. ironically thats how it works. emotions hold a strong foundation in our lives, and it is through these emotions that we seek comfort in people, be it rejoicing through happiness or coming together to slander and scold someone. but emotions have their reciprocals, and it is impossible that you can only hold one side of your heart to someone and not share the rest of it with them.
the different faces we have, cannot hide behind us as we journey through our lives, as it is, love and hate, sorrow and happiness, glee and anger all hold hands and walk through our valleys. and it is when we can no longer hold one side of our heart and face someone, that its counterpart decides to make its appearance during that pitstop.
as such finding fault in people's attitudes and emotions would be hard for it is only human that these counterparts raise their heads in these times. for one person could have a cheery disposition but have occasional outbursts of anger, while another could have a constant mean streak but suddenly turn nice on certain occasions.
renditioned soulessly at 12:07 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
and as the curtains pull back to reveal the stage
one wonders how long your limelight will stay
or how short the applause to your act is
the opening lines determine the quality
while the closing lines determine the memory
its funny how life passes us by, the way we perceive things and what happens in our lives.
one minute we're fine the next the inevitable may fall.
but what determines how we have lived is what we have lived for and why we have lived for such reasons, no matter how callous or magnanimous they may be, it is how we contributed or taken from society that we are remembered for. but for all it is, memory and remembrance of one is relative to a person and how they have interacted with that particular individual before they have left.
even so, many are only cherished and hailed after they have left, and invariably this is how the cycle works for many. for people are only known for their good after their departure. it is human nature to constantly forget and take for granted what is there. but it is also human nature to only hold on to what they have lost after they have realised it is gone forever.however, what they hold on to is a memory and never the real deal, but for many it is all they have left.
when the events in your life and people you encounter become routine rather than a joy to bask in everyday which holds surprises, you then realise, if you even can, that these people and events are situations and individuals whom you just perceive to be there constantly and always in your life. but we should without fail each day, thank whoever is up there watching over us, that we have the honor of receiving these people in our everyday lives, and that daily there are people out there who care for us and make our lives worthwhile. for it is only then will you realise that your stage has the most calls for encores, for it is only then will your closing lines be the most memorable, even if it is only in the eyes of the people around you. for those are the people who matter the most.
so i thank whoever out there, for making my stage worthwhile ((: cheers.
renditioned soulessly at 9:09 PM
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