Wednesday, April 05, 2006
my phone bill came in today it was twice the amount.80+ bucks.
obviously my dad wasnt that happy.but what to doOOO???
zzz.i still wanna talk to my dear.haha
die have to fig out how to get my dad to switch my plan to that one with free incoming bleh.
talking to ks now on msn.so interesting.haha.
apparently she's a fren who's got some guy trouble.doesnt like the guy but the guy likes her.and she doesnt like that.yeaps.
anyways.little thing i found out about cjc's admin
its highly inefficient espcially the IT team.yes.
was searching for melly's name on colac to add him to frens and dear's name popped out. say's he's in 2t15.which would be logical if he had stayed on aft first 3 months.lol
ct's werent all that bad. B B E and C5. E was in chem, haha.A to E.was expecting that after all my stupid dad din let me stay home and summarise my chapters.was so disorientated.damn shit.
you noe its weird.everyone around me has about a faint idea of what they plan to do in say a few months time like after the A's. find a university, take some tests to qualify for stuff, work, go somewhere etc.but i'm like lost. in this whole mess i'm in i'm so damn bloody lost.
its like i havent the faintest idea where i'm heading, what i'm gonna do and how i'm gonna pull through the phase after A's. guess i'll just have to blunder through the A's and get my results so as to ensure i get enough to get me somewhere. i mean i do have to do that.i have to choose my best 3, and i only have 3.so yea.but really i feel so blind.
at this point you're probably like going. hell, if you're feeling that way go study. haha.thats what i plan to do later.though i most probably wont in the end.yes.haha.
tennis nationals start in a week. and i'm totally screwed. how i'm in the school team i have no idea.how i'm gonna play i have no idea and how well i can play that i have an idea of.horribly. haha.well at least i'm trying something new? yea? i guess.
anywaysss.I MISS YOU SO MUCH DARLING.
yea okay.i'll blog again next mth maybe. cheers
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